Ba de ya... =)

I'm not on vacay until Monday, but I've been listening to music to help the days go by. PLUS trying to stay happy!! Here's what I'm feelin right now, dance with me would ya!?!

Canadia

Yesterday I went to CanadIA with some friends. I went to Granville Island for my very first time..the tourist spot! Walked around the market and oogled at the expensive fruits and the millions of delicious buttery pastries. I settled for a falafel since I've never had them before. A plain falafel ain't all that so I decided on the falafel pita. Considering it's only been a month and a half since my surgery...eating that pita was difficult but I did it!!


Then we had some gelato from Gi Gelato & Coffee House..now I hate being rushed into things...but despite the fact they don't have the time for dilly dallying, I ended up with two good choices: Tiramisu and Coffee Toffee!

After lunch we walked around and around and around...Our main reason to go to Canadia was for the Richmond Night Market...so what better way to kill time than to walk around in the sun! =)

DJ and I got pooped on by a blk bird =(

So off we go to Richmond and after driving around we finally found the Summer Night Market! So basically it's not that big but tons of food...mostly all the same so you just go by which one captivates you at that one moment if you're feeling like dumplings or a skewer..etc... =)

The one thing though that I dislike about Canadia is how their money makes me forget it's REAL money and that I'm really just spending $60 on food when I really shouldn't. =( sadly I have no pictures of the food since I forgot my phone and my camera! oh well!

Now off I go to burn off the millions of calories from yesterday!

::edit::
I totally forgot about the accident we saw :( we were approaching the city of Vancouver when all of a sudden traffic stopped on the freeway. A motorcyclist was ran over by a truck...unfortunately he did not make it :(

I'm lost..

::sigh:: 2009...what happened?

New Goals

I've been dealing with some "complicated" things lately...(complicated being my new word right now)

so I've been adding new goals to my life =)

- staying positive despite the things that bring me down
- surrounding myself with good people
- keep on track for my training for the half marathon this Fall
- stop catering to other people
- not struggling to prove to people things, just prove to myself
- love myself more
- getting back to my healthier eating habits
- go on a LOT of hikes this summer
- keeping my circle small...doesn't have to be big
- have fun and lots of it!
- try out new things
- curb the drinking
- see more movies!
- go camping!
- stop falling....

I'm determined! Really I am...I'm sorry for the things that may offend any of you (speaking to those who even read this blog..and you're here in my life)

I'm my own person..I don't need to be told what to do and what not to do..you can suggest things..but don't tell me how to live my life or how I feel, ask me first please...I know how I feel inside already. =)

Thanks...

What I feel lately..for many things...

So I've been feeling a lot..make that millions of things lately.. Like I'm on a roller coaster of emotions that can't seem to stay in their seats. I guess I need to slow down and just take it all in and accept?

Another Day

so...Two weekends ago...I lost my mom's camera. ::sigh:: That just sucks.

I still need to find the time and post photos from my vacation last month. My goal is to do it before I go on my next MUCH needed vacay to Hawaii!!

hmmm..what else is new? Well I've been itching to do more outdoor things such as hiking, camping, day trips...oh and that thing called running.

Oh and I have been wanting to try out all these restaurants I've been hearing about..but I'm still healing (my jaw) so it sucks that I can't really eat normal foods yet. Bleh...

mmm..I've been feeling as if lately..within this path two months..I've been experiencing a lot of negative things. oyyyy I just can't get a break. Oh well suck it up right?!

FACK

You know what my problem is???

I am too nice. I do too much for people who don't deserve it. I put myself in situations where I end up wanting to kick myself in the a** cuz I know I just get hurt. Why do I always feel the need that I need to be nice...what keeps pulling me back??? is it fear? WTF is it????

::sigh:: does anyone know? I want to stop feeling like I didn't get anything out of it, I need to stop feeling the need to be there all the time, I need to CARE about MYSELF MORE SO than anyone else. I keep thinking that I'm getting there and then something comes along and messes it all up again.

well shoot, here is my thing..

1. focus on training for half marathon
2. focus on ME
3. Be nice to ME first
4. Stop giving a damn all the time
5. FOCUS ON ME
6. Stop thinking!!!!!!!
7. 2009 is MY year....MINE!!! I need to remember my new year's resolution...it's already half way over and I'm hitting the bump in the road!
8. Love myself more.